Teehee.

Haha. Getting along a little more positive.
A great thanks to my best buddy, Kai :')
I love her. Teehee.
Erm, feeling better now.
Going skating tomorrow.
TEEHEE.
Imma excited! x)
I figured it out.
I know what i'm gonna do.
And I know what is right for me.
I should control my retard-ness.
Ha-ha.
And change my whole character.
Erm.. and maybe, I'll SLOWLY give up, let go..
I mean I really tried my best, but I failed..
He meant alot to me.
He really do..:(
I promise my buddies not to talk about him anymore..
but I seriously do need someone to talk..
My fault, I keep telling them that I'm gonna give up..
But i ended up......... x(
i still couldn't let go..
and they got fed up..
ha..ha.. can't blame them..
i'm too annoying..
but i really need someone to listen..:(
nahh.. forget about it..
Maybe..I should just keep it all to myself.......:)
I need to learn how to be more..... independent.