I. dont. know.

Like seriously, all I could say is just I DON'T KNOW.
everything's settled..i guess? :(
but i still feel bad about it..
I can't stop blaming myself for it..
WHY?
He didn't blame nor scold me..
that makes me feel even worst..
i feel like a monster..
aiks.. i don't like it. :(
I seriously don't know what to do after this..
I can't act like nothing has ever happened..
Stupid me..
I'm sensitive, and I feel insecure..
I'm afraid.
I'm a jerk. x(
I'm so lost in frustration now.
Somebody, save me please.
I'm about to die... :(
Pfft.
Yeah, like i said..
I don't know larh.